Trapped WithinFeeling trapped
Alone Wondering which way to turn Help, I don't know how to do this on my own Do you hear me crying out for help? Do you see the brokenness going on inside? I may smile I may laugh But that is not how I really feel inside I need help Can you see this? Will you take the time to see how I am feeling inside? I take a blade and run it across my skin It helps take the pain from inside to the outside I know this is something you can not comprehend Please see the pain I'm in Feeling trapped within Written by Marie Waldrep 7-15-16 |
Because of what a male cousin H did to me to this day I still at times get triggered when I have a period. He laughed at my pain. He was so mean. He shoved a sharp object up inside of me. I felt the blood immediately running out of me. I tried telling mom but was to afraid to tell her H hurt me. I just kept saying I'm hurt and when she asked how did I know I started crying and so she said its okay you just got your first period. I bled 3 days. It wasn't a period. I was hurt.
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