At times I want to take the stronger medication so I don't have to think or feel my heart hurt from things that bother me emotionally. I know that is not the answer though so I take what I need to get me through each day even though it does not take all the pain away. Being in constant physical pain causes emotional pain. It is a struggle but one worth fighting for. Just remember if you can't see something physically wrong with someone it does not mean they are not struggling with something!